Likhna to chahun main ...

likhna hai kitna kuch
par likh nahin paaun main ..

kehna hai bahut kuch
par phir bhi kyun keh nahin paaun main ...

Kya woh main hi thi ..
jo kehti thi sab kuch

subah ki shurawaat karti theen meri batein
raat bhi to dhalti thi meri baaton se..

pal pal ka haal sunati meri baatein
sab kuch keh daalna
sab pata tha
tumhe bhi..mujhe bhi ..

yeh bhi main hi hun ..
jo keh naa paaye kuch bhi

kehna to main bhi chahun
par keh na paaun

baas sunte sunte tumhein
kuch sansein bharti hun abb main.

Likhna to bahut kuch chahti hun
par likh naahin paaun main

.............devnagri script might bring some impact ........

लिखना है कितना कुछ
पर लिख नहीं पाऊं मैं ॥

कहना है बहुत कुछ
पर फिर भी क्यों कह नहीं पाऊं मैं

क्या वोह मैं ही थी ..
जो कहती थी सब कुछ

सुबह की शुरावात करती थीं मेरी बातें
रात भी तो ढलती थी मेरी ही बातों से..

पल का हाल सुनाती मेरी बातें
सब कुछ कह डालना
सब पता था
तुम्हे भी..मुझे भी ..

यह भी मैं ही हूँ ..
जो कह ना पाए कुछ भी

कहना तो मैं भी चाहूँ
पर कह ना पाऊं

बस सुनते सुनते तुम्हें
कुछ सांसें भरती हुं अब मैं।

लिखना तो बहुत कुछ चाहती हूँ
पर लिख नहीं पाऊं मैं

............ How about some translation ..................

likhna hai kitna kuch par likh nahin paaun main ..

I want to write so many things .. but i can't write ...

kehna hai bahut kuch par phir bhi kyun keh nahin paaun main ...

I want so say so many things ... but donno why can't i say ...

Kya woh main hi thi .. jo kehti thi sab kuch

Was that me ? who used say it all ..

subah ki shurawaat karti theen meri batein raat bhi to dhalti thi meri baaton se..

The morning started with my talks and the night ended with my talks too

pal pal ka haal sunati meri baatein sab kuch keh daalna sab pata tha tumhe bhi..mujhe bhi ..

My talks used to narrate the story of every moment ...That way you were aware of whats going on and so was i ...

yeh bhi main hi hun .. jo keh naa paaye kuch bhi

This is also me .. who can't say anything anymore

Baas sunte sunte tumhe kuch sansein bharti hun abb main.

I just listen to you ...taking some breathes in between ...

Likhna to bahut kuch chahti hun par likh naahin paaun main

I want to write a lot .. but i can't write anymore !

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wandering soul, attempts another poem , have tried to translate it..any comments or suggestion are welcomed, this will help me improve :)