life --past present or future
Today after speaking to you, the real you whom i have known all my life and who had begun to seem like a stranger in this strange world.. who was back yet not back in complete sense and this time it made sense ..complete sense .. may be i lost you in a way .. may be i never had you and will never have you .. but somehwere i had u, have u and will never loose you ..
I cried and cried for reason that is not yet clear and may never be ... but now there is this peace ..
Always discussed never resolved issues seem to be resolved after years and years of struggle and pain ..what was special today, this year or month or day or the date ... it was just a moment .. a moment which completed the circle .. the circle of you and me ...
may be the issue doesnt exist anymore ..life has moved on and in the present there are no more issues, no place to make something happen or change or hurt ....
It took such a long time and the journey was very difficult ...you may never know this but i think somewhere u do and u did .. you accepted the changes and i didnt ...knowingly unknowingly it worked today a change has been accepted or it had been accepted long back but now is the time to accept that it was never an option ..life doesnt always offer you to choose sometimes certain things happen and you can do nothing about it ..who has control over bigger things in life...
so we reached a place where there is no more you and no more me..we finally achieved it .. we coexist at a place where we accept that we dont coexist in many ways yet the lost spirit is back and the real purpose of the coexistence is understood and the purpose again is wishing happiness, that lies not in past or not in the search of better future but lies in today... the present !
Thursday, March 15, 2007
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