Every time I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face getting clearer
The past is gone
It goes by, like dusk to dawn
Isn't that the way
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay
Yeah, I know nobody knows
where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
You got to lose to know how to win
Half my life is in books' written pages
Lived and learned from fools and from sages
You know it's true
All the things come back to you
Sing with me, sing for the year
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good lord will take you away
Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream until your dreams come true
Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream until your dream comes through...
~ 'Dream On…..' by Aerosmith.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
ज़िंदगी से यही गिला है
ज़िंदगी से यही गिला है मुझे
तू बहुत देर से मिला है मुझे
हमसफ़र चाहिये हूज़ूम नहीं
इक मुसाफ़िर भी काफ़िला है मुझे
तू मोहब्बत से कोई चाल तो चल
हार जाने का हौसला है मुझे
लब कुशां हूं तो इस यकीन के साथ
कत्ल होने का हौसला है मुझे
दिल धडकता नहीं सुलगता है
वो जो ख्वाहिश थी, आबला है मुझे
क्या गंवाया है क्या मिला है मुझे
रचनाकार: अहमद फ़राज़
what a beautiful nazm, some one dear had given this to me,I had liked it then also,but it has become more precious with the passing time,
ज़िंदगी से येही गिला मुझे भी है
पर फिर ज़िंदगी का शुक्रिया भी है
देर लगी आने मै तुमको
शुक्र है फिर भी आए तो
Monday, May 26, 2008
में जहाँ रहूँ
A beautiful song, very well sung and love the music and lyrics :)
Its from the movie Namaste London .. liked it the first time heard it while watching the movie and today after many days listened to the same...
मैं जहाँ रहूँ,मैं कहीं भी हूँ
तेरी याद साथ है
किसी से कहूँ, के नही कहूँ
यह जो दील, की बात है
कहने को साथ अपने एक दुनीया चलती है
पर चुपके इस दील में तनहाई पलती है
बस याद साथ है,
तेरी याद साथ है
तेरी याद साथ है
मैं जहाँ रहूँ, मैं कहीं भी हू
तेरी याद साथ है
कहीं तो दील में यादों की, एक सूली गड्ड जाती है,
कहीं हर एक तस्वीर बहुत ही, धुधाली पड़ जाती है,
कोई नई दुनिया के नए रंगो में खुश रहता है,
कोई सब कुछ पाके भी यह मन् ही मन् कहता है
कहने को साथ अपने एक दुनिया चलती है
पेर चुपके इस दील में तन्हाई पलती है
बस याद साथ है
तेरी याद साथ है
तेरी याद साथ है
कहीं तो बीते कल की जडैं दिल में ही उतर जाती हैं
कहीं जो धागे टूटें तो मालाएँ बिखर जाती हें
कोई दिल मैं जगह नई बातों के लीये रखता है
कोई अपनी पलको पर यादों के दीये रखता है
कहने को साथ अपने एक दुनीया चलती है
पेर चुपके इस दील में तनहाई पलती है
बस याद साथ है
तेरी याद साथ है
तेरी याद साथ है
Its from the movie Namaste London .. liked it the first time heard it while watching the movie and today after many days listened to the same...
मैं जहाँ रहूँ,मैं कहीं भी हूँ
तेरी याद साथ है
किसी से कहूँ, के नही कहूँ
यह जो दील, की बात है
कहने को साथ अपने एक दुनीया चलती है
पर चुपके इस दील में तनहाई पलती है
बस याद साथ है,
तेरी याद साथ है
तेरी याद साथ है
मैं जहाँ रहूँ, मैं कहीं भी हू
तेरी याद साथ है
कहीं तो दील में यादों की, एक सूली गड्ड जाती है,
कहीं हर एक तस्वीर बहुत ही, धुधाली पड़ जाती है,
कोई नई दुनिया के नए रंगो में खुश रहता है,
कोई सब कुछ पाके भी यह मन् ही मन् कहता है
कहने को साथ अपने एक दुनिया चलती है
पेर चुपके इस दील में तन्हाई पलती है
बस याद साथ है
तेरी याद साथ है
तेरी याद साथ है
कहीं तो बीते कल की जडैं दिल में ही उतर जाती हैं
कहीं जो धागे टूटें तो मालाएँ बिखर जाती हें
कोई दिल मैं जगह नई बातों के लीये रखता है
कोई अपनी पलको पर यादों के दीये रखता है
कहने को साथ अपने एक दुनीया चलती है
पेर चुपके इस दील में तनहाई पलती है
बस याद साथ है
तेरी याद साथ है
तेरी याद साथ है
Friday, May 23, 2008
Hey shona .. song of the day !!!
Listened to this song in the morning
I am listening to the same song again ..when i am almost set to wind up my day ...
Hey Shona is the song of the day ....
like it even after listening to it at least eight times !!! strange ..
so here are the lyrics for the same ....
Parameter Value StdErr CV(%) Dependencies
y0 4.606e+5 7.937e+2 1.723e-1 0.8109088
a 3.168e+5 1.023e+3 3.229e-1 0.6797669
b 2.479e-2 2.229e-4 8.989e-1 0.7230377
oops ...
these are my results ...
yah thats what happens when u play with numbers all day all week long ...
Finally the lyrics are here !!!
I am listening to the same song again ..when i am almost set to wind up my day ...
Hey Shona is the song of the day ....
like it even after listening to it at least eight times !!! strange ..
so here are the lyrics for the same ....
Parameter Value StdErr CV(%) Dependencies
y0 4.606e+5 7.937e+2 1.723e-1 0.8109088
a 3.168e+5 1.023e+3 3.229e-1 0.6797669
b 2.479e-2 2.229e-4 8.989e-1 0.7230377
oops ...
these are my results ...
yah thats what happens when u play with numbers all day all week long ...
Finally the lyrics are here !!!
तुमहें पता तो होगा, तुमही पे में फीदा हूँ
तुमहें है जबसे चाहा, हवाओं में उड़ता हूँ
तुमही मेरे हर पल में, तुम आज में, तुम कल में
हे शोना, हे शोना, हे शोना, हे शोना....
तुम्हे पता तो होगा के मेरे दील में क्या है
चलो कहे देती हूँ, कभी नही जो कहाँ है
तुम्ही मेरे हर पल में, तुम आज में, तुम कल में
हे शोना, हे शोना, हे शोना, हे शोना....
तुम जो गुस्सा भी करो तो मुझे प्यार लगता है जाने क्युँ
में तो जो भी कहूँ तुम्हें इकरार लगता है जाने क्युँ
छोडो भी ये अदा, पास आके जरा, बात dil की कोई कह दो न
हे शोना, हे शोना, हे शोना, हे शोना....
सारी दुनिया को छोड़ के मैंने चाहा है एक तुम्हें
मैंने जिंदगी से माँगा है तो सिर्फ माँगा है एक तुम्हें
अब इसी चाह में, अब इसी राह में, Zindagibhar मेरे तुम हो ना
हे शोना, हे शोना, हे शोना, हे शोना...
तुमहें पता तो होगा, तुमही पे में फ़िदा हूँ
तुमहें है जबसे चाहा, हवाओं में उड़ता हूँ
तुमही मेरे हर पल में, तुम आज में, तुम कल में
हे शोना, हे शोना, हे शोना, हे शोना....
शोना, हे शोना, हे शोना, हे शोना.......
हे हे इय इय इय इय हे हे हे हे......
the song is from the movie Ta ra rum pum,
lyrics by Javed Akhtar, music by Vishal-shekar
Friday, May 2, 2008
Friday ...
It started with a 6.10 am alarm
finally getting up by 7.00
getting an unexpected wake up call at 7.10
read the paper ..
rushed to school picked up the unexpected caller
reached just at time ti recieve the high school students
started my work
took the kids around,
fascinated them with chemistry
got clicked
had my fav pizza as lunch
went for journal club
attended another seminar got bored till 2
got missed call from unknown
made phone calls which got missed ..
started some more work
someone needed some help
in the end here i m at home in the afternoon
filling my blog !!!
the day is not over my dear ...
its friday .. lots to do .. lots to go for ..
GO girllllllllllllllll
finally getting up by 7.00
getting an unexpected wake up call at 7.10
read the paper ..
rushed to school picked up the unexpected caller
reached just at time ti recieve the high school students
started my work
took the kids around,
fascinated them with chemistry
got clicked
had my fav pizza as lunch
went for journal club
attended another seminar got bored till 2
got missed call from unknown
made phone calls which got missed ..
started some more work
someone needed some help
in the end here i m at home in the afternoon
filling my blog !!!
the day is not over my dear ...
its friday .. lots to do .. lots to go for ..
GO girllllllllllllllll
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
why do i fear ?
I experienced something today as i did last week and i had felt the same few months and almost a year back. I had almost forgotten that i had experienced something like this before and how scared was i ? asked the writer to herself...
She had got so busy in her life and work that she didn't even remember that this person exists, till she saw him last week near the water fountain and he just walked towards her from nowhere, when he walks he looks straight and he has no expression on his face only his eyes turn to the side .This look makes her paranoid, her body gets chilled and its very very very scarry ..
She had left that floor last Wednesday as her is in one corner of the hallway and there was no one in the lab that day. She went to the floor where there were people whom she knew and it was awkward for her to just go and talk to people randomly and start talking for no reason in the end she told the reason why she was with them, she spent some half an hour just to make sure that this man had left the floor and as expected by the time she returned he was not there and she wasn't scared anymore..
Today again he entered her lab from no where, she was not alone this time, she had two of her friends talking to her and two other people and still the way this man looked at her, did the same thing, she was scared again ! She even asked her friend not to leave till this man leaves.
This man is fifty plus , is a janitor, doesn't talk to anyone may be doesn't speak English thats what everyone thinks but almost a year back he talked to her and she said hi to him as a casual thing and smiled as she does to any other person but the fear started when he told her that she looks beautiful in the picture that hangs in the corridor amongst all the people and of all the people he knew her name and told her the same, she was shocked but couldn't have done much about it, after that day he freaks her out..
but ...
What do i fear ? why does he seem creepy to me ? why do i feel this way ???
She had got so busy in her life and work that she didn't even remember that this person exists, till she saw him last week near the water fountain and he just walked towards her from nowhere, when he walks he looks straight and he has no expression on his face only his eyes turn to the side .This look makes her paranoid, her body gets chilled and its very very very scarry ..
She had left that floor last Wednesday as her is in one corner of the hallway and there was no one in the lab that day. She went to the floor where there were people whom she knew and it was awkward for her to just go and talk to people randomly and start talking for no reason in the end she told the reason why she was with them, she spent some half an hour just to make sure that this man had left the floor and as expected by the time she returned he was not there and she wasn't scared anymore..
Today again he entered her lab from no where, she was not alone this time, she had two of her friends talking to her and two other people and still the way this man looked at her, did the same thing, she was scared again ! She even asked her friend not to leave till this man leaves.
This man is fifty plus , is a janitor, doesn't talk to anyone may be doesn't speak English thats what everyone thinks but almost a year back he talked to her and she said hi to him as a casual thing and smiled as she does to any other person but the fear started when he told her that she looks beautiful in the picture that hangs in the corridor amongst all the people and of all the people he knew her name and told her the same, she was shocked but couldn't have done much about it, after that day he freaks her out..
but ...
What do i fear ? why does he seem creepy to me ? why do i feel this way ???
Friday, April 11, 2008
The Rose
Some say love, it is a river, that drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor, that leads your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger, and endless aching need
I say love it is a flower and you it's only seed
It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes a chance
It's the one, who won't be taken who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live
When the night has been to lonely and the road has been to long
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love in the spring becomes the rose.
Barbara Streisand
Some say love, it is a razor, that leads your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger, and endless aching need
I say love it is a flower and you it's only seed
It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes a chance
It's the one, who won't be taken who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live
When the night has been to lonely and the road has been to long
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love in the spring becomes the rose.
Barbara Streisand
Friday, March 28, 2008
Desperately - Don Williams
My heart is out of control
This ole love struck soul
Just lives for the moment you're around
When I hold on to you
It is all I can do just to keep my feet on the ground
CHORUS:
Desperately, Loving you desperately
When you're not here with me
I get a little bit crazy
Constantly, I think about you constantly
Look at what you've done to me
I'm just like a little baby
Oh, I love you desperately
Will I laugh, will I cry?
Will I live, will I die?
It all depends upon you
And it is dangerous I know
To be lost in you so
But I am and there's nothing I can do
Desperately, Loving you desperately
When you're not here with me
I get a little bit crazy
This song gets played every now n then and its a routine since i have started listening to it and the more i listen to it the more i enjoy it ..
Simple music and emotions expressed so beautifully .. I just love it !!!
One more reason to listen is because it reminds me of someone who sent this song.
It also reminds me that i still have to learn guitar n then sing along for for the time being it has to list here .
Sunday, March 23, 2008
simple joys of life
writing this when i am chatting at home and it so much fun .. after many days we all are having fun...Its guitar time and songs time ..
I love music .. it cheers me up like any anything ..
How sweet it is .. that my younger brother is playing guitar and singing songs ..
my chutku has grown so much in last four years ...
he asks me to accompany him :)
Its just like old days at home .. the only difference is that time it was his small Casio a gift from daddy on his bday and now he is in college strumming guitar and having fun !!!
I love music .. it cheers me up like any anything ..
How sweet it is .. that my younger brother is playing guitar and singing songs ..
my chutku has grown so much in last four years ...
he asks me to accompany him :)
Its just like old days at home .. the only difference is that time it was his small Casio a gift from daddy on his bday and now he is in college strumming guitar and having fun !!!
Thursday, March 20, 2008
with passing time ...
Some thoughts have been crossing my mind and heart ... and i have been thinking abt things for long and then there was time when i thought i m out of it but no .. i spoke to a friend and that brings me back to the same thing ..
Things or rather let me put it straight ..
does relationships die with passing time .. even relationships as pure as friendship too ..
Its been months now and every time i speak to this childhood friend ..
all i get is taunts n lot of negativity ..
when the person talks to me .. all i do is just hear ...
sometimes i don't even hear ..and that troubles me the most ..
If thats what i want to do
Then why do i call up in the very first hand ?
as soon as i receive a sms i end up calling ... the thing that makes me call is the sweet innocent feeling that let me ask how my friend is ! but it always ends up like this ..
In shear disappointment! !
I am just dragging something ... just because it was once a beautiful thing, and made me happy
and now am I bugged because of many many events that have happened and the response is always the same and i am now so tired that i don't care ..
But if i don't care why is it in my mind still ? why am i here writing ...
sweet memories .. always remain sweet .. then why certain things make relationships bitter...
or its just that with time everything changes ... or am i just selfish .. i liked something till it was nice n sweet .. the moment it started getting bad .. i am ready to put it away ... or may be i am being too harsh on myself .. i have enough reasons to think like that ....
If its just a change then changes can be positive too .. why a certain change has to lead to finishing something .. there has to be a way to deal with situations like these.. things can coexist.. without causing suffocation
May be i should take some more time before doing something abt it, coz i remember someone once telling me thats its always easy to destroy but it takes time to build something ...
so i am going to leave it for time being ....but i needed to talk to someone or atleast take it out .. and you have certainly helped me out dear Blog !!!
Things or rather let me put it straight ..
does relationships die with passing time .. even relationships as pure as friendship too ..
Its been months now and every time i speak to this childhood friend ..
all i get is taunts n lot of negativity ..
when the person talks to me .. all i do is just hear ...
sometimes i don't even hear ..and that troubles me the most ..
If thats what i want to do
Then why do i call up in the very first hand ?
as soon as i receive a sms i end up calling ... the thing that makes me call is the sweet innocent feeling that let me ask how my friend is ! but it always ends up like this ..
In shear disappointment! !
I am just dragging something ... just because it was once a beautiful thing, and made me happy
and now am I bugged because of many many events that have happened and the response is always the same and i am now so tired that i don't care ..
But if i don't care why is it in my mind still ? why am i here writing ...
sweet memories .. always remain sweet .. then why certain things make relationships bitter...
or its just that with time everything changes ... or am i just selfish .. i liked something till it was nice n sweet .. the moment it started getting bad .. i am ready to put it away ... or may be i am being too harsh on myself .. i have enough reasons to think like that ....
If its just a change then changes can be positive too .. why a certain change has to lead to finishing something .. there has to be a way to deal with situations like these.. things can coexist.. without causing suffocation
May be i should take some more time before doing something abt it, coz i remember someone once telling me thats its always easy to destroy but it takes time to build something ...
so i am going to leave it for time being ....but i needed to talk to someone or atleast take it out .. and you have certainly helped me out dear Blog !!!
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