with passing time ...

Some thoughts have been crossing my mind and heart ... and i have been thinking abt things for long and then there was time when i thought i m out of it but no .. i spoke to a friend and that brings me back to the same thing ..

Things or rather let me put it straight ..
does relationships die with passing time .. even relationships as pure as friendship too ..

Its been months now and every time i speak to this childhood friend ..
all i get is taunts n lot of negativity ..
when the person talks to me .. all i do is just hear ...
sometimes i don't even hear ..and that troubles me the most ..

If thats what i want to do
Then why do i call up in the very first hand ?
as soon as i receive a sms i end up calling ... the thing that makes me call is the sweet innocent feeling that let me ask how my friend is ! but it always ends up like this ..
In shear disappointment! !

I am just dragging something ... just because it was once a beautiful thing, and made me happy
and now am I bugged because of many many events that have happened and the response is always the same and i am now so tired that i don't care ..

But if i don't care why is it in my mind still ? why am i here writing ...

sweet memories .. always remain sweet .. then why certain things make relationships bitter...

or its just that with time everything changes ... or am i just selfish .. i liked something till it was nice n sweet .. the moment it started getting bad .. i am ready to put it away ... or may be i am being too harsh on myself .. i have enough reasons to think like that ....

If its just a change then changes can be positive too .. why a certain change has to lead to finishing something .. there has to be a way to deal with situations like these.. things can coexist.. without causing suffocation

May be i should take some more time before doing something abt it, coz i remember someone once telling me thats its always easy to destroy but it takes time to build something ...

so i am going to leave it for time being ....but i needed to talk to someone or atleast take it out .. and you have certainly helped me out dear Blog !!!