Monday, June 1, 2009

Khol darwaza (open the door)

A strange thing happened today.. I had a strange feeling through out the day .. some sort of deep fear couldn't figure out what it was ...

finally i found time to open the doors or may be the doors were openned to me ...
after i went through little discomfort in my so very busy busy day... it was like a magnetic pull ... I had to get asign.. an assurance that all is fine .. and i went to amma's site .. The random pic on the amritapuri.org was displaying amma hugging someone and showing a thumbs up sign !!!

All is fine my child thats what my mother was telling me .. assuring me ...

I read it few days back that God is always standing outside our door .. waiting for us to call out for him ...and here i am ... this soul who forgets to call out.... but somewhere due to some karmas i donno what.. My mother calls me and even opens the doors for me too

how wonderful and as if this was not enough.. one of my friends at amma's calls me and narrates amma's stories and everytime something kept happenning and we kept calling and talk abt our mother and i listen to this wonderful bhajan called " Khol Dawaza"

I absolutely love it and i am looking forward to hear the same from the goddess itself.



All this just makes me humble, leaves me with a heart filled with love and eyes filled with tears of gratitude and a deep desire to merge into divine.... increases my longing and my calling for my dearest amma

May we all get to open our doors to the ultimate or may the doors be openned to us :)

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