Friday, March 28, 2008

Desperately - Don Williams

Desperately - Don Williams

My heart is out of control
This ole love struck soul
Just lives for the moment you're around
When I hold on to you
It is all I can do just to keep my feet on the ground

CHORUS:
Desperately, Loving you desperately
When you're not here with me
I get a little bit crazy
Constantly, I think about you constantly
Look at what you've done to me
I'm just like a little baby
Oh, I love you desperately

Will I laugh, will I cry?
Will I live, will I die?
It all depends upon you
And it is dangerous I know
To be lost in you so
But I am and there's nothing I can do

Desperately, Loving you desperately
When you're not here with me
I get a little bit crazy

This song gets played every now n then and its a routine since i have started listening to it and the more i listen to it the more i enjoy it ..

Simple music and emotions expressed so beautifully .. I just love it !!!

One more reason to listen is because it reminds me of someone who sent this song.

It also reminds me that i still have to learn guitar n then sing along for for the time being it has to list here .




Sunday, March 23, 2008

simple joys of life

writing this when i am chatting at home and it so much fun .. after many days we all are having fun...Its guitar time and songs time ..

I love music .. it cheers me up like any anything ..

How sweet it is .. that my younger brother is playing guitar and singing songs ..
my chutku has grown so much in last four years ...
he asks me to accompany him :)

Its just like old days at home .. the only difference is that time it was his small Casio a gift from daddy on his bday and now he is in college strumming guitar and having fun !!!

Thursday, March 20, 2008

with passing time ...

Some thoughts have been crossing my mind and heart ... and i have been thinking abt things for long and then there was time when i thought i m out of it but no .. i spoke to a friend and that brings me back to the same thing ..

Things or rather let me put it straight ..
does relationships die with passing time .. even relationships as pure as friendship too ..

Its been months now and every time i speak to this childhood friend ..
all i get is taunts n lot of negativity ..
when the person talks to me .. all i do is just hear ...
sometimes i don't even hear ..and that troubles me the most ..

If thats what i want to do
Then why do i call up in the very first hand ?
as soon as i receive a sms i end up calling ... the thing that makes me call is the sweet innocent feeling that let me ask how my friend is ! but it always ends up like this ..
In shear disappointment! !

I am just dragging something ... just because it was once a beautiful thing, and made me happy
and now am I bugged because of many many events that have happened and the response is always the same and i am now so tired that i don't care ..

But if i don't care why is it in my mind still ? why am i here writing ...

sweet memories .. always remain sweet .. then why certain things make relationships bitter...

or its just that with time everything changes ... or am i just selfish .. i liked something till it was nice n sweet .. the moment it started getting bad .. i am ready to put it away ... or may be i am being too harsh on myself .. i have enough reasons to think like that ....

If its just a change then changes can be positive too .. why a certain change has to lead to finishing something .. there has to be a way to deal with situations like these.. things can coexist.. without causing suffocation

May be i should take some more time before doing something abt it, coz i remember someone once telling me thats its always easy to destroy but it takes time to build something ...

so i am going to leave it for time being ....but i needed to talk to someone or atleast take it out .. and you have certainly helped me out dear Blog !!!

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

baarish

सुबह से है एक हलचल सी मन में
क्यों है दील इतना उदास सा
लगता है क्यों बार बार जैसे
हो कोई अपना कहीं छूट गया


आंखें तो है नम उसकी
ओर दील भी है कुछ भरा सा
मौसम है बन गया साथी उसका
साथ नीभाता बरस रहा

baarish main by wandering soul




here comes the century blog...

I guess i am in writing mode today .. started with a short note in the morning and now something brought me back to my forgotten blog. Before i could start writing i saw i have 99 blogs and this one makes it 100 !!!

Bravo .. i told myself 100 seems like a landmark for someone like me who started it just like that with a thought that i want one too :)

Wandering soul has traveled quite a bit in last one year and now i feel its been a great ride...

Traveling has to go on and so has to be the learning at each and every place...