missing someone ..

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them, knowing you can't have them !

She read this saying somewhere and then this thought struck to her ..
how many people might have actually experienced this and who knows how painful it might be?

Something happened and the counter questioning started,
why people? why don't u address it directly to your own self ..

Haven't u experienced it? don't u know how painful it is? why ask people for some feeling when u know exactly how it feels ?

It wasn't that long ago, does the passing sec, min, hrs, days, weeks, months, years make you forget the emotions or feelings .. or does time heals it all ?

Tears started flowing through her eyes, the water hasn't dried up yet, the wounds are still fresh, The smiles are just for the outer world and even the questions how it must feel? was an act! but where do u let me suceed, even my acts can't hide it all ..

The memories of their last meeting are still fresh, It was a beautiful evening, they were at the seashore, sitting on that wodden white bench watching the sun go down, the last few rays of the sun falling on her made her big beautiful eyes more lively, the wind was just perfect, fluttering her white dress and playing gently with her hair. He couldnt take his eyes off from her, he asked for her hand, not for lifetime but just for that evening! he wanted to hold it atleast once in his lifetime eventhough it was just for a while, It was complete !

They sat their speechless hand in hand with their interlocked fingers. She had wished for the time to stop there, but where does all the wishes come true!

Both of them knew they can't have eachother and this was the worst way to miss someone, sitting right beside each other.