kehte thee tum hamesha aur sunti thi main bhi hamesha
kehti thi main bhi hamesha , aur sunte the tum bhi hamesha
kya ab yeh sun ne ke liye bheekh mangni hogi
har koi to kehta hai , main bhi kehti hun har kissi ko
to phir aaj tum se kyun sun na tha mujhe
ek din maine hi to mana kiya tha tumhe yeh kehne ko
phir aisa kya hua, jo please keh ne ke baad bhi
naaa main sun saki , kyunki shayad tum keh naa sake
khamoshi tumhari sab keh gayi
khamosh mujhe bhi kar gayi shayad hamesha hamesha ke liye
baas dil main ek dard sa hua, hoton par haansi bhi aayi
ashru ban ke meri aankhoon se woh jhalak bhi aayi
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Month of august
Happenings in August,
I had started this month with this slogan naya din nayi shuruwaat !
August has been a month of many events and dramas ..
some at personal level some at professional.
It went as a swing from various ups n downs
It was a month of learning ...
It was filled with fun and laughter at times
and then came the soul shaking moments as well ..
It was a month of new beginings and yes i am making a start ..
at the same time it marks end to many lingering tales from the past..
all in all, made me grow as an individual, lots been learned !
I read it somewhere once, that life is an informal school,
where we have to learn lessons to move to next grade
and till the lessons are really learned, this school called life
will keep teaching the same lessons ..
I think i have been learning the same lessons again n again since feb 2006 and i think i have learned mine ..though it took me long but i think i am ready to move to the next grade :)
I had started this month with this slogan naya din nayi shuruwaat !
August has been a month of many events and dramas ..
some at personal level some at professional.
It went as a swing from various ups n downs
It was a month of learning ...
It was filled with fun and laughter at times
and then came the soul shaking moments as well ..
It was a month of new beginings and yes i am making a start ..
at the same time it marks end to many lingering tales from the past..
all in all, made me grow as an individual, lots been learned !
I read it somewhere once, that life is an informal school,
where we have to learn lessons to move to next grade
and till the lessons are really learned, this school called life
will keep teaching the same lessons ..
I think i have been learning the same lessons again n again since feb 2006 and i think i have learned mine ..though it took me long but i think i am ready to move to the next grade :)
Monday, August 13, 2007
missing someone ..
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them, knowing you can't have them !
She read this saying somewhere and then this thought struck to her ..
how many people might have actually experienced this and who knows how painful it might be?
Something happened and the counter questioning started,
why people? why don't u address it directly to your own self ..
Haven't u experienced it? don't u know how painful it is? why ask people for some feeling when u know exactly how it feels ?
It wasn't that long ago, does the passing sec, min, hrs, days, weeks, months, years make you forget the emotions or feelings .. or does time heals it all ?
Tears started flowing through her eyes, the water hasn't dried up yet, the wounds are still fresh, The smiles are just for the outer world and even the questions how it must feel? was an act! but where do u let me suceed, even my acts can't hide it all ..
The memories of their last meeting are still fresh, It was a beautiful evening, they were at the seashore, sitting on that wodden white bench watching the sun go down, the last few rays of the sun falling on her made her big beautiful eyes more lively, the wind was just perfect, fluttering her white dress and playing gently with her hair. He couldnt take his eyes off from her, he asked for her hand, not for lifetime but just for that evening! he wanted to hold it atleast once in his lifetime eventhough it was just for a while, It was complete !
They sat their speechless hand in hand with their interlocked fingers. She had wished for the time to stop there, but where does all the wishes come true!
Both of them knew they can't have eachother and this was the worst way to miss someone, sitting right beside each other.
She read this saying somewhere and then this thought struck to her ..
how many people might have actually experienced this and who knows how painful it might be?
Something happened and the counter questioning started,
why people? why don't u address it directly to your own self ..
Haven't u experienced it? don't u know how painful it is? why ask people for some feeling when u know exactly how it feels ?
It wasn't that long ago, does the passing sec, min, hrs, days, weeks, months, years make you forget the emotions or feelings .. or does time heals it all ?
Tears started flowing through her eyes, the water hasn't dried up yet, the wounds are still fresh, The smiles are just for the outer world and even the questions how it must feel? was an act! but where do u let me suceed, even my acts can't hide it all ..
The memories of their last meeting are still fresh, It was a beautiful evening, they were at the seashore, sitting on that wodden white bench watching the sun go down, the last few rays of the sun falling on her made her big beautiful eyes more lively, the wind was just perfect, fluttering her white dress and playing gently with her hair. He couldnt take his eyes off from her, he asked for her hand, not for lifetime but just for that evening! he wanted to hold it atleast once in his lifetime eventhough it was just for a while, It was complete !
They sat their speechless hand in hand with their interlocked fingers. She had wished for the time to stop there, but where does all the wishes come true!
Both of them knew they can't have eachother and this was the worst way to miss someone, sitting right beside each other.
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Take it easy !
Kehna hai kuch tumse, kya tum ho yahan, kya keh sakti hun main kuch ?
Aisa kehne par aur keh kya sakte ho tum, kehna padaa tha tumhe, Haan boliye
Udaas hun main kuch aaj, to??? Udaasi ki wajeh zaroor poochi thi tumne
Safalta haath naa lagi thi mere aaj, Ek imtehaan se haari thi main
Is par tum ne kaha tha, arey yeh to baat hai haansne ki
Jaaoo khud par hansoon aur logon ko jaa kar batao
Meri ankhoon main aansoon hain, Honton par haansi nahin
Aur tumhare liye tha yeh ek haansne ka mauka?
Kaha tum ne, jab haans sako kissi chez par to phir rona kyun?
Aur kuch bhi keh dala tumne, Life is a curious mess, laugh at these absurdities !
Naa thi main tayaar kuch bhi sunne ke liye, Kehna tha mujhe apne dil ka haal
Par kehte gaye tum, jo tha tumhe kehna,
I know many people who have failed many times…
You have a long way to go before you qualify as miserable !
Chubhi yeh baatein, dil to takleef bhi hui thi
Par sacchai thi ismain bahut gehri, yeh main jaan gayi
Jo pal beet gaya, so beet gaya, Kaun usse badal sakta hai ?
Kiya maine bhi iss sachai ko sweekar!
Khudh ko samjhate, kaha maine khud se
Aansun nahin bahate in choti choti cheezon par
Abhi to bahut aayenge zindagi ke safar main iss se bhi bade imtehaan
Jo sunna chahti thi kissi se woh ab sun rahi thi apne bheetar se
Shukriya tumhen kehte huey chali main bhi apni rah par.
take it easy ! phir awaaj thi yeh kahin si aayi .
Aisa kehne par aur keh kya sakte ho tum, kehna padaa tha tumhe, Haan boliye
Udaas hun main kuch aaj, to??? Udaasi ki wajeh zaroor poochi thi tumne
Safalta haath naa lagi thi mere aaj, Ek imtehaan se haari thi main
Is par tum ne kaha tha, arey yeh to baat hai haansne ki
Jaaoo khud par hansoon aur logon ko jaa kar batao
Meri ankhoon main aansoon hain, Honton par haansi nahin
Aur tumhare liye tha yeh ek haansne ka mauka?
Kaha tum ne, jab haans sako kissi chez par to phir rona kyun?
Aur kuch bhi keh dala tumne, Life is a curious mess, laugh at these absurdities !
Naa thi main tayaar kuch bhi sunne ke liye, Kehna tha mujhe apne dil ka haal
Par kehte gaye tum, jo tha tumhe kehna,
I know many people who have failed many times…
You have a long way to go before you qualify as miserable !
Chubhi yeh baatein, dil to takleef bhi hui thi
Par sacchai thi ismain bahut gehri, yeh main jaan gayi
Jo pal beet gaya, so beet gaya, Kaun usse badal sakta hai ?
Kiya maine bhi iss sachai ko sweekar!
Khudh ko samjhate, kaha maine khud se
Aansun nahin bahate in choti choti cheezon par
Abhi to bahut aayenge zindagi ke safar main iss se bhi bade imtehaan
Jo sunna chahti thi kissi se woh ab sun rahi thi apne bheetar se
Shukriya tumhen kehte huey chali main bhi apni rah par.
take it easy ! phir awaaj thi yeh kahin si aayi .
Friday, August 3, 2007
Some kind gestures made a day !
Riti's day started as any other day starts these days. Nothing new had happened in months but yes a new person has arrived to this new land from home which is these days a far away land and the common thing with this person is the day of Riti's arrival to new land 3 years back.
Yes Aug 1,2004, when Riti had left her home in aspirations of dreams !
This new person, has spent five years at the place where riti, went every summers. The person took Riti to the places to which she could associate with.The names of the places, the language, the colours all flashed back in her mind, but mostly it was the people she met there, or may be it was just a person who remained with her from the flash back. The person who was the closest of all and is no more there, the void that has been created by this persons absence took over her, there was uneasiness in her, which slowly started to grow inside and forced her to go back into the past.
Riti has started to cope up with the changes that life has forced into her, acceptance has been made. but the memories of those days still linger in her mind, some good ones make her smile and some shatter her. Riti can't let her fall again, so she collected the spread out that was created and put all the things together.
Friends make life beautiful and thats true, Riti's blessed with few friends whom god just sends to her at the right time, and such friends made an entry in body or voice and made the day little better.
The thing that touched her the most today was when she was waiting for the bus, and there was no sign of it, she looked at the watch and the the time on her cell phone the time was right but no bus, she heard a call from someone, she turned behind and it was her neighbour who called out to her and told her that the bus left, she smiled and said thanks to the african american lady.The lady didnt stop at that, she said the next one is only half n hour later, may be the lady sensed the need to go where riti was going, she said i can drop you, just hopp in. Riti had never entered in some one's car like that in strangers car, yah its her neighbour, but her neighbours are starngers too .. she took her chance and the lady dropped her where she needed to go.
Riti thanked her for the timely help and asked smiled thanking god who is always with her, even though she forgets that.. and she thought on her way back why and from where this happened , though she remembered one day this lady had knocked at her door late in the night as she had some headache and wanted some medicines and she had given her what she needed .. also one day the same lady had asked for a five dollar bill this had scared Riti, as she had thought why would she want money from her and she had forgotton abt it with no expectation to get it back .. but she didnt want the lady to come back again for borrowing money, but one day she had again come and this time it was to return the money ..
and today she had actually helped her without even asking for help and riti has still doubted ..
Have we become like this somewhere ? started doubting people, even if something good is being offered ?
The doubts have not come all of a sudden, there have been experiences where she has taken people as they are and then had troubles which she has to deal with till date, sometimes a warm smile to an elderly person, has caused her problems and has generated fear in her, which overpowers her and this fear makes her so suspicious abt people in general ..
But at the same time she has met people who are actually what they are, and that lets her still believe in goodness and kind gestures ..
Yes Aug 1,2004, when Riti had left her home in aspirations of dreams !
This new person, has spent five years at the place where riti, went every summers. The person took Riti to the places to which she could associate with.The names of the places, the language, the colours all flashed back in her mind, but mostly it was the people she met there, or may be it was just a person who remained with her from the flash back. The person who was the closest of all and is no more there, the void that has been created by this persons absence took over her, there was uneasiness in her, which slowly started to grow inside and forced her to go back into the past.
Riti has started to cope up with the changes that life has forced into her, acceptance has been made. but the memories of those days still linger in her mind, some good ones make her smile and some shatter her. Riti can't let her fall again, so she collected the spread out that was created and put all the things together.
Friends make life beautiful and thats true, Riti's blessed with few friends whom god just sends to her at the right time, and such friends made an entry in body or voice and made the day little better.
The thing that touched her the most today was when she was waiting for the bus, and there was no sign of it, she looked at the watch and the the time on her cell phone the time was right but no bus, she heard a call from someone, she turned behind and it was her neighbour who called out to her and told her that the bus left, she smiled and said thanks to the african american lady.The lady didnt stop at that, she said the next one is only half n hour later, may be the lady sensed the need to go where riti was going, she said i can drop you, just hopp in. Riti had never entered in some one's car like that in strangers car, yah its her neighbour, but her neighbours are starngers too .. she took her chance and the lady dropped her where she needed to go.
Riti thanked her for the timely help and asked smiled thanking god who is always with her, even though she forgets that.. and she thought on her way back why and from where this happened , though she remembered one day this lady had knocked at her door late in the night as she had some headache and wanted some medicines and she had given her what she needed .. also one day the same lady had asked for a five dollar bill this had scared Riti, as she had thought why would she want money from her and she had forgotton abt it with no expectation to get it back .. but she didnt want the lady to come back again for borrowing money, but one day she had again come and this time it was to return the money ..
and today she had actually helped her without even asking for help and riti has still doubted ..
Have we become like this somewhere ? started doubting people, even if something good is being offered ?
The doubts have not come all of a sudden, there have been experiences where she has taken people as they are and then had troubles which she has to deal with till date, sometimes a warm smile to an elderly person, has caused her problems and has generated fear in her, which overpowers her and this fear makes her so suspicious abt people in general ..
But at the same time she has met people who are actually what they are, and that lets her still believe in goodness and kind gestures ..
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
New month .. new beginings ..
Summers are almost over, May, june , july just flew by.
August has already made an entry, another new month has arrived.
In other words may be its time, a new month .. for new beginings !
As i always say, naya din ... nayi shuruwaat !
Shuruwaat ek nayi safar ki,
Shuruwaat ek naye path par chalne ki ..
shuruwaat cheezon ko sametne ki
jo bikhri padi hain yahan bhi aur wahan bhi..
Mushkiloon se zhoozhne ke
nit koshish karte rehne ki..
Shuruwaat ek mangalmay jeevan jeene ki
Its abt time,
to take responsibilities and move forward in the best possible manner :)
August has already made an entry, another new month has arrived.
In other words may be its time, a new month .. for new beginings !
As i always say, naya din ... nayi shuruwaat !
Shuruwaat ek nayi safar ki,
Shuruwaat ek naye path par chalne ki ..
shuruwaat cheezon ko sametne ki
jo bikhri padi hain yahan bhi aur wahan bhi..
Mushkiloon se zhoozhne ke
nit koshish karte rehne ki..
Shuruwaat ek mangalmay jeevan jeene ki
Its abt time,
to take responsibilities and move forward in the best possible manner :)
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