dont have a title for this ...

There it comes again
with lightening and thunder storm or
with flashes of light and series of sound
alerting everyone around

Announcement is made of the arrival
Marching it comes rain..rain..rain..
yes its going to rain again !!!

something that i had scribbled on a paper with a pencil,
sometime, when ??? i don't remember
it had come naturally thats all i remember ...
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Guru Kripa hi kevalam

Today is Guru Poornima and i am thinking of ammachi, she is with me always but today i am thinking of her as Guru, I remember the day when i got my mantra diksha and then all the times i have spent with her flashed in front my eyes ..

From the countless treasure of her , i pick up one such wonderful day which happens to be my first guru poornima with her in her physical presence and i have a picture of the same day its from the year 2006 Guru poornima at Iowa..

This Year amma is in US and she is in Boston today ..

Today I am reminded again that when a satguru like amma, gives a mantra, she gives it with a powerful sankalpa, that it will benefit the receiver.

The satguru makes a commitment to lead us to the goal of human existence.

I see the commitment from her side all the time , but where is my commitment ???

as i ask this question, and before i go to the guilt trip ...suddenly, i remembered something that i was reading in the book, " Eye of Wisdom" where swami ji had written that amma is in the mother form where she doesnt put us through stringent tests, because she knows that most of us would not pass the tests, amma understands the nature of the world and also the nature of the human beings, their attitudes and habits, In todays worls, spirituality is difficult product to sell, she makes a joke and says, even if the god was himself offering enlightement to us when we were watching our fav TV show, we might Say, Oh God this thing will not be aired again, You are eternal, would u mind coming back later ??
There are many things in the world which compete for our attention, so amma is actually offering a package deal, when we go to amma with a desire or a problem , she helps us to fulfill our desire or helps us solve the problem and at the same time she will slowly help us to turn our mind towards spirituality
Its difficult to promote good things to our mind ,
But Amma makes her products - LOVE- COMPASSION and SERVICE -- so IRRESISTIBLE !!

Presence of master will create conducive environment to manage our minds which is one of the basic principles of spirituality..

Thank you for the gift of you, may your love and grace be bestowed on all ...

May all the beings in world be happy and at peace :)

Wondering soul in the journey called Life, wonders if its soul will reach its ultimate goal, will he be able to know its true self.

Guru kripa hi kevalam ... guru kripa hi kevalam ... guru kripa hi kevalam ...

Om Amriteshwaryee Namah

kabhi kabhi -- jaane tu ya jaane naa

I had been humming this song yesterday .. so went ahead and listened to it ...
liked it the way its written the way it starts and ends ..

so here is the song from the movie jaane tu ya jaane naa ..

Kabhi Kabhi, Aditi, Zindagi Me Yun Hi Koi Apna Lagta Hai
Kabhi Kabhi, Aditi, Woh Bichad Jaye Toh Ek Sapna Lagta Hai
Aise Me Koi Kaise Apne Aansuon Ko Behene Se Roke
Aur Kaise Koi Sochle Everything Gonna Be Okay

Kabhi Kabhi Toh Lage Zindagi Me Rahi Na Khushi Aur Na Maza
Kabhi Kabhi Toh Lage Har Din Mushkil Aur Har Pal Ek Saza
Aise Me Koi Kaise Muskuraaye ,Kaise Hans De Khush Hoke
Aur Kaise Koi Sochle Everything Gonna Be Okay

Soch Zara, Jaane Ja, Tujhko Hum Kitna Chahte Hain
Rote Hum Bhi Agar Teri Aankhon Mein Aansun Aate Hain
Gaana Toh Aata Nahi Hai Magar phir Bhi hum Gaate Hain
Hey, Aditi, Maan Kabhi Kabhi Saare Jahan Me Andhera Hota Hai
Lekin Raat Ke Baad Hi Toh Savera Hota Hai

Kabhi Kabhi, Aditi, Zindagi Mein Yun Hi Koi Apna Lagta Hai
Kabhi Kabhi, Aditi, Woh Bichhar Jaye Toh Ek Sapna Lagta Hai
Hey, Aditi, Hans De Hans De Hans De Hans De Hans De hans de Tu Zara
Nahi Toh Bas Thoda Thoda Thoda Thoda Thoda Thoda Muskura

Tu Khush Hai Toh Lage Ke Jahan mein Chhaiye Hai Khushi
Sooraj Nikle Baadalon Se Aur Baatein Zindagi
Sun Toh Zara Madhosh Hawa Tujhse Kehne Lagi
Ke Aditi Woh Jo Bichadte Ik Na Ik Din phir Mil Jate
Yeh Aditi Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na Phool phir Khil Jate Hain

Kabhi Kabhi, Aditi, Zindagi Me Yun Hi Koi Apna Lagta Hai
Kabhi Kabhi, Aditi, Woh Bichar Jaye Toh Ek Sapna Lagta Hai
Hey, Aditi, Hans De Hans De Hans De Hans De Hans De hans de Tu Zara
Nahin Toh Bas Thoda Thoda Thoda Thoda Thoda Thoda Muskura

रुक गया आँख से बहता हुआ दरिया कैसे

रुक गया आँख से बहता हुआ दरिया कैसे
गम का तूफ़ान तो बहुत तेज़ था ठहरा कैसे

मुझको खुद पर भी भरोसा हो नहीं पाता
लोग कर लेते हें गैरों पे भरोसा कैसे

हर घडी तेरे खयालों में घिरा रहता हूँ
मीलना चाहूँ तो मिलूँ खुद से में तन्हा कैसे

ओर भी अहल-इ-खिरद अहल-इ-जुनून थे मौजूद
लुट गए हम ही तेरी बज्म में तन्हा कैसे

Liked this gazhal today when i was watching a show on you tube , It was sung so well ..

touched me somewhere and that why its here !!!

though i dont know who has written it .. the only thing i found was its sung by Ghulam Ali ..though i have to hear it to appreciate it further ..

for the time being the words are good enough for me !